Showing posts with label Tracy Collins. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Tracy Collins. Show all posts

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Flashback: Farol da Barra





I arrived at the bar after Tracy did. He was fully engaged with my homeys when I arrived from the TVE –São Joaquim interview. My last night with Bia and Giovana seemed as fun and fresh as our first meeting months ago. We all met, Tracy too at the 24/7 seaside bar next to Barraca de Dinha in Rio Vermelho for cocktails and Acarajé. Boiled Peanut, roasted cashew and grilled cheese on a stick vendors happened by in addition to some panhandlers all looking for our Reals. Giovana bought a Pu-Pu platter of Abarrá and Acarajé to share.


Bia wanted to take us to an opening, of one of their dear friends. I cannot recall her name right now, but the show was engaging. Not what I expected and that’s a good thing. The gallery was inside the Colonial lighthouse of Porto da Barra. I had passed it many times, meandering through the neighborhood. Though I had never had had the desire to climb the stair and check into the nautical museum. After I had scoped out the show, which was a fascinating statement on waste, I went to find a toilet. The bathrooms shared the floor with the observation deck. The sentries needn’t have left their posts for long.


I was mesmerized nestled myself just inside one of the turrets. Time was elastic standing under a slit of a moon, with beachfront floods casting sterile, white shadows on surf & sand, as the flickering fistfuls of light beams splashed across the murky waves. I vacillated between centuries, free associating myself as a colonial sentry, a landscape oil-painter, a 21st century Coast Guardsman, tourist, dignitary or photographer. Pre-Edison I knew that the Portuguese or the Brazilians must have had mirrors and torches where we are so electric. I was all of them, all of those time periods for a flicker of time.


Returning to the gallery, I dug a bit deeper into the show. The artist had made a discipline of walking, swimming and diving along the coast, scavenging the detritus, forgotten and rejected by other people. She had packaged every piece of garbage in plastic with a label as if it a consumer good for sale in Wal-Mart or the local mall. Everything was plastic, brilliant primary colors, mangled or worn. She later said that everything here represented floaters. She dove for the things that sink, metal, glass, certain woods and furniture. The beach had always been an inspiration for her. Prior to this chapter she said that she had absorbed the landscape, the elements, birds, fish and sounds in a more traditional way. Now she reacted to it, in deference to responding to it.

Friday, October 17, 2008

40 vs 20

Fixing a finger or a thought on an abstruse relationship is a bit of a bear. I am happily enjoying the unveiling of Tracy and Kathy set loose on Salvador. Now that they are awake and getting out of the house they are quite a sight to see. The jet lag and cozy digs are a definite deterrent to exploring the city at first.


In their element, these two take symbiosis to another level. They selflessly nurture each other in overt and subtle ways, spotting a photo op for each other, leveraging their strengths as a support system to be shared jointly, laughing lots together and make the world softer for each other and folks you jump on their wagon. Gently knowing when to push and give space, offer a snack or a pit-stop. A few discreet moments I have felt a twinge of isolation outside of the dynamic that binds them. But, generally in the end that is my own stuff and not what they seem to be suggesting as shared adult play.


They have created many transfer points to exchange ideas, emotions, critiques, love and knowledge. I am reminded of the sappy Mexican love song I heard every day on the bad San Francisco kitchen radio satellite programs, “Cuarenta e Veinte”. It was moribound and sloshy drunk like a jilted, sloppy chubster down on his luck. He had hopes that his love wouldn’t fall for someone her own age, and he could contain her, as impossible as it all seemed. Conversely, they have mastered, sans the love tussle, the beauty of relating across generations. It’s a nice gift to share and to see unfold. Thanks.